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I am sick and tired of life kicking me in the teeth.

We found out today that the condo we wanted is not going to be available because the owners want to move back in. Well, thanks a lot! There are other ones available in the complex, but since they're independently owned, they're being leased through different agencies and who knows how to find any of those.

Why is it that we found a place we liked in an area we liked only to have it collapse on us? Our friends did find a nice, reasonable house for us that's available, but we don't have the money to stake our claim, as it were. Ideally we'd like to actually go up and look around, but again, that takes money we don't have and won't get for another couple of weeks. We're running out of time.

I don't want to stay down here for another year or so. I can't. I know this is something we need right now, but we keep getting waylaid by one thing or another. Why does this keep happening? Why can't everything come together like it needs to? why do I have this overwhelming feeling like I want to scream and cry? I hate it.

I came home early today due to headache and then I found this out. Not a good day. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I dunno.