Mea culpa. Mea maxima culpa

[snapdragon76]

Well, turns out, I wasn't overreacting. The meeting wasn't all that good. Basically they were telling me not to freak out anymore. Well, it's not as though I took an Uzi and sprayed the place with bullets or anything. Still, I got written up for it... So I have to act robotic for at least a month.

So today was filled with a lot of self-loathing. I mean, I am only human, and tend to make mistakes. And I know I'm not the only one who's ever gotten emotional over something at work, but maybe it was because I'm new. So, sometime next week (I think), I'm being moved out of the OB/GYN office and back into the main building. I'll miss all the ladies I work with, since I really like working with them, and it doesn't solve the problem of them being short-handed over there. So, things are kinda odd right now.

In much better news, I stopped by the bookstore and struck paydirt! Not only did I get two new manga (DN 9 and Wallflower 10), I finally found the book I'd been looking for last week! A Love to Die For. I was so excited! Man, I struck gold! Now, whenever I find Saiyuki Reload 6, I'll have struck Platinum!

kawaiiayu,flamika and I tried to video chat last night. We met with minimal success. Hopefully, tonight we'll be able to chat for longer.

Word of the day: denouement
Pronunciation: /day-noo-MON/
n : outcome

Comments

[rosehiptea.livejournal.com]

I'm really sorry you're having trouble at work. I can relate. Phil the Nurse saw me cry a couple of times in the old house when I couldn't finish my work, and now he seems to think I'm going to fall apart all the time and will snap at me to "stop me from doing it." (Which wouldn't actually help if I were going to do it...)

I hope you can feel a little better and things get better at work.

[snapdragon76.livejournal.com]

Yeah, God forbid anyone show any sort of emotion or anything. It's not like we're all perfect beings who don't ever make mistakes or show any pressure under stress.