Something is wrong with my livejournal. I can't see any of my posts. I wonder if they deleted my posts because of something I said. That makes no sense, though. *shakes head* I've seen worse on lj. And, no, I don't think I could ever cut and run. Too many reasons not to. Thanks for the support. I really wish I could believe you, but it all seems like false hope. I've been told I'm worthless too many times. And, you know when enough people tell you something, you get to believing it yourself.