snapdragon76: Zach rocking the 360 cameras at the MTV Movie Awards (Zach 360)
I'm trying very hard to not be annoyed right now. My car isn't working due to issues with the brakes. And when you only have one car, it kinda limits you.

While there have been a few nice people who have taken us for errands and the like, but there's still a limit to even what they can do.

Even though I have a part-time job now, I still don't have the money to get it fixed. So I'm pretty much stuck at home. And that's a problem. Not only is it the catalyst for massive cabin fever, but I can't do things that I need to do, like getting my allergy shots and doctor appointments to go to. I just have to figure out what to do.

Additionally, I'm kind of in a holding pattern with my job prospects. I realize it's getting close to the end of the school year, so there isn't going to be a ton of focus on new hires right now, but I have to figure something out so I know if I need to move and getting all of that taken care of. Plus, I have student loans due soon, so that's another problem I have weighing on me.

Why do children want to be adults so much? It kinda sucks...

I'm trying to stay positive, but it's not easy. Especially when you're like me and have Anxiety. It's not a good combination...
snapdragon76: this is made of win and awesome (Rin -- "Dreaming" (flamika))
I went to see HMC again and I adored it just as much the second time around. I told myself I wouldn't giggle during the hair scene, but I did anyway. But mostly I kept staring at Howl's tush...

Anyway, I'm just feeling really discouraged lately. I mean, I keep telling myself I'm getting better at my creative outlets, but then I don't receive any feedback, so I don't know if anyone likes what I do, or even if they don't. I don't know why it is I always feel the need to have that jolt of self-confidence when it comes to stuff like that, I just do.

Don't mind me, I'm just feeling a little down-in-the-dumps today.

I have to take grandma on some errands today and then I need to go to the bank. I don't think I'm going to get any walking in today. Not that I really could anyway since it's supposed to rain... yet again.


Quote of the day: "As the dew to the blossom, the bud to the bee, As the scent to the rose, are those memories to me." -- Amelia C. Welby
snapdragon76: this is made of win and awesome (L -- color flash (theonecalledh))
For one thing, I was scanning some pics from vol. 16 and 17 of Furuba. For some reason, the disk I decided to save them on was flawed in some way, because now I'm having a hard time accessing them so I can resize them. I'll check again on this computer here, but I really don't want to scan them again, but I will if I have to.

Also, I've been trying to load some of the brushes I dl'ed from [ profile] teh_indy since I lost the ones I had before. For some reason, I'm having a hard time with that as well. I was able to upload two of them, but some of the others...

Luckily there's nowhere I have to go today, so I don't have to feel so rushed...
I might go and grab some lunch, though.

I redownloaded the Akito moodtheme from [ profile] flamika. She said she added some new images to add so maybe I'll get around to doing that on Friday. Also, since I was successful in scanning the Immortal Rain images, I might upload them onto it's folder in my photobucket account and post on my manga journal.

Quote of the day: "The center of God's will is our only safety." -- Betsie ten Boom

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